☺️ A memory - i

 Oh , it's a beautiful memory that just came to my mind, it's a time when i think i was in class 4th or 5th. I had recently came to a new town from my village. The things were different there. But that's a different story. Right now I am remembering a period when I used to attend satsangs with my mother (satsang is basically a kind of religious event where some religious guru or person deliver talk about the stories of gods , give some religious knowledge and tell what our scriptures say about living a peaceful life (not sure i defined it properly)). I mean I was not that much interested in satsangs but she just convinced me to join her and I did with a lot of excitement. I remember so clearly how in the beginning I listened patiently and all of a sudden I just went to sleep in her lap. Oh my god ..I am not sure why but this feeling of remembering that period is so good. I wake up at the end when the program is going to an end ( basically there use to be a Bhajan at the end and I wake up due to loud sound) That sleep used to be so soundful. I came from school and all my tiredness just vanishes like magic, sleeping in her lap just used to feel like heaven. Besides I regularly use to do so while I travel with her to my hometown , this 6-7hr journey just finishes off so quickly and all of a sudden I wake up directly at the destination. It felt like a time travel , although I am just writing it , deep down , I still feel so good about it . I don't know why I can't get those moments back. It's been a long time since I fall asleep in her lap , i am sure it will still feels like heaven to me.