🥲 Thrill

 It's 249 in the morning and I am getting ready to go to the airport. My flight is at 545.  I already attended one concert in my college and had a great dance , around 3 hrs continuously even though I am exhausted, I am not feeling sleepy, because I am feeling so happy, thinking about the next day. I literally sometimes don't know what I am doing or whatever it is, is it right or wrong. I have seen myself under extreme emotions. And they are frightening. I think a lot and a lot. Regardless of the consequences. It's so difficult to handle myself in such situations. I don't know how I will manage. 

Okay, let's continue, it's 606 and it's astonishing that I am writing sitting at an airport. Yes I missed my flight. Actually there was no bus going from my college to the airport at the needed time, so me and my friend decided to go by bike. Unfortunately the bike got some issues while we were about 20kms away from the airport . I was worrying a lot. It was 5 already. I started getting anxious. Immediately I book a cab and the magic is I find one immediately on such a remote place. Then I tried best ( means the driver) to reach the airport on time. So I reached around 515(thanks to him) , running fast i finally arrived at the gate at about 527 and unfortunately it was closed about 4 mins ago and hence I missed the flight. I started panicking and as per staff I should go to another counter for rescheduling. After 30-40min I finally got another flight after one hour of 710 and they said it will reach by 950, oh such a relief for me.

 And finally now I am writing this sitting on a plane and about to land. Back to the track of happiness again. Really such moments are so frightening and dealing with them is even more difficult especially for a person like me. But somehow I made a way.....